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[16 Apr 2006|03:27pm]
if i think about my life, what i have, who i have and where im going, i cant breath i think i might break down.
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holy fucking shit i havent written in this thing for months [15 Apr 2006|10:00pm]
HELLLLLO everyone thats right im back mother fuckers

lets see i just realized something tonight it changes everything pretty much

i realized that i dont kno any true genuine people who really truely care
and i thought i did but EVERYONE is the same
its true
what a shocker
everyone cares about them selves and thats it
im the only person i trust and depend on and it will be that way for the rest of my fucking life so dont think you will break me

i dont remeber the last time someone told me they appreciate what i put up with for them or how im always here to talk to even though i get left behind sometimes they always come back and guess what im always here picking up the fucking peices with u

i dont get why i cared so damn much about other people and tried to show that everyday
i hope u didnt think that i didnt hear the bull shit u muttered under your breath or ur hidden messages in your words everytime u opened ur mouth
but no i had to let that slide cuz im just too god damned nice
i let u leave ur footprints on me too many times

fucking recognize that shit is gonna change

when he/she leaves u in the dust dont expect me to be standing around for a fucking shoulder to cry on

wow i sound so mean but im fucking fed up im not putting up with peoples sorry bullshit anymore
i think it funny how much people use eachother. if ur my fucking good friend i could care less if u lived in a fucking card board box i wouldnt sell u down the fucking river for my own personal benefit

get rid of ur fucking rocks for brains and then i'll give u the time of day until then i could care less if ur lying in a ditch at my feet begging for forgiveness

ok im done

love the sweetest girl in the world and the only one who knows what the fuck shes talking about...
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[23 Aug 2005|12:30pm]
ok so yeah im single yes single and im loving it i get all the bitches!

im gonna work at mci
with my boys finch and jon
i cant wait
i think people should call me so we can party it up
480 694 8742
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[04 Aug 2005|01:47am]
yeah i have come to the conclusion
i fucking hate boys and they can all die

i did meet a cute boy but im too scared to let him in
whatever im a lesbian seriously

and matt since ur probably going to read this

that kid is so fucking blind have fun getting with more fourteen yr olds
i can do soooo much better than u

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[03 Aug 2005|01:34am]
hello everyone so things have basically fallen apart
i cant even explain
i lost him
i lost me
i lost everything
but thats just how life goes for me
anyway i love u all call me and cheer me up
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[03 Jul 2005|05:19pm]
me matt cody and finch are moving into a house in like a week im so so so so excited

and all i have to say is things are gonna change
i cant wait to make new friends
im changing my self
things are gonna be amazing

*LINZY you can suck me off anytime u want hhahahhah i love u!!!
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[30 Jun 2005|07:10pm]
i havnt been on this thing forever
but yeah

bye livejournal
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YAY! [24 Jun 2005|08:43am]
[ mood | excited ]

tonight is gonna be soooooo fun!
thanks to all my wonderful beautiful sexual girlfriends for the shout out on LJ
i love u ladies !!!

if u need directions just give me a call

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yay! its my bday ! [23 Jun 2005|11:12am]
ok well its my birthday today and i have the worst toothache of my fucking life
and i have to go to the dentist at 2 so this day is starting out so great
but hope fully after that things will work out but tomorrow is when its gonna be real fun
my party kick back thing is at my friend codys house tomorrow night
just call me if u wanna go and need directions
but if ur going dont invite a bunch of people i relly just want it to be close friends
thanks <3
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[20 Jun 2005|12:12pm]
well my birthday is on thursday
hah nineteen what a pointless age
im having a party on friday but meagans going out of town so that fucking sucks im thinking about canceling the whole fucking thing because everything i ever plan never fucking works out
i want to fucking knock someones teeth out

i think everyone takes advantage of eachother
im so sick of everyone
not caring and not being thankful for what they have
im ready to be a fucking bitch again
because being nice to everyone gets me no where
people really need to open their eyes
im not letting anyone walk on me anymore
im so sick of avoiding this conversation

suck me off bitches
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[09 Jun 2005|10:41pm]
yes a long awaited picture post

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-i love the boys in my band-

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-jimmy and monnie<3-

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-cutest couple ever-

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-hotties for sure-

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-they want eachother-

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-what can i say were amazing-

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-we love eachothers-

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-matty and i's kitty-

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-i love her-
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[08 Jun 2005|11:09am]
hey everyone
so yeah everyone seems to be happy and resolving all there drama problems right now so im happy about that
i hope it stays this way but i kno it wont
i want clothes for my kitty for my birthday
k thanks
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its almost my bday!!!!!!! [01 Jun 2005|10:26am]
ok ok everyone that is cool
IM having a brithday bash on friday the 24th
at my friends finchs house
so yeah i really want everyone i kno to come
im gonna be printing out some flyer hthings with the time and directions and shit so if u want one just leave a comment or call me so i can get it to u
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[31 May 2005|10:41pm]
well today was definitly a fun time

its cool writing in my lj again i forgot about it
but yeah add me on myspace

in other news im so fucking sick of this drama shit im really gona try to stay out of it
so all of u can go fuck yourselves
and get over it
yeah so good night
i kno u all missed me
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whats up bitches and hos [31 May 2005|11:53am]
IM BACK so leave me a comment or im deleting this shit
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[12 Jan 2005|02:05am]

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[27 Sep 2004|10:11pm]
today was cool i got to hang out with jon and tony and shaun it was fun. and we visited rae. :0)

umm yea im glad that jon is here for me while im going through all this shit.
we are becoming so close hes such a good friend
we are both going through so much its always the good people that have to go through it.

and the guys always make me feel so good about myself

u really had another chance with me but u had to totally fuck that up
good job
like always

anyway goodnight
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[06 Aug 2004|12:12pm]
im working 2-11 today
so um yeah.


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[17 Jul 2004|04:17pm]

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

god damn it
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[07 Jul 2004|10:58am]
will u pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee apply to mine and megs community its so fucking dead!

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